Stars: 3 out of 5
I loved this book… until the twist at the end and the cliffhanger ending. Honestly, it destroyed the book for me. That ending made everything that came before it useless. All the sacrifices, all the shit Valero went through was literally for nothing because the author decided that a particular twist at the end would be a clever thing to do.
Yes, I’m pissed. I was deeply emotionally invested in these characters. I was rooting for them. Ending a book this way feels like a slap in the face. Why the heck did I spend hours of my life reading this when NOTHING the characters did had any meaning?
Adrienne wasn’t a particularly likable character in the beginning, but there was a reason for that. That reason was revealed to the reader in all its traumatic glory very early on. Rezoning is a horrible technology that leaves a scar on one’s psyche. Imagine doing it 96 times in 10 years. Frankly, I’m surprised she isn’t more messed up than she is.
It was a rewarding journey to see her overcome the apathy, to face her demons, and start finally experiencing human emotions again – care for others, open up enough to love someone, and create friendships. Be scared of zeroing out her friends.
In this light, the ending pisses me off even more, because all her sacrifices have been for nothing. There is no emotional payout at the end of this book.
PS: I received an advanced copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.